Back when I first started my blog, I wrote about everything and anything. I would update several times a day(!) because I was afraid if I didn’t write it down, I’d forget it.
The memory issue is pretty much the same now but somehow I find it…tiring. The writing and publishing, I mean (the irony! I remember writing about how I loved blogging because I could type faster than I could write and that I was always on the computer – it made sense to have a blog)
So I delay writing it down (yes, despite having a notebook in my bag at all times) and I forget. When I sit down at the end of the day, I just think of how my feet ache and how I wish I needn’t work.
Stop.
Rewind.
Repeat.
I want to purge my site and have a start-over (I go thru this particular purge-clean-startover phase for everything in my life – when will this madness end?), so I use that as an excuse, “Aiyah, I won’t update now because I’m going to change it later on…waste time. I will do it when I’ve got my site cleared up.”
Of course, it never happened (well, I hope it’s happening in September when I renew my domain and hosting) and we ended up with an accidental hiatus.
By “we”, I mean my blog and I.
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Now the craving is another thing that’s bugging me.
After spending $20 at the same place for two consecutive days to satiate my craving for laksa, you would think I’d be moving on to the next thing (yes, you know how I get cravings for certain things and then after that, I’d crave for something else)!
Nope!
Not happening.
It’s the middle of the night and I’m STILL wanting to eat laksa. Should I go again after work tomorrow and spend another $10?
Mind you, this is not even Malaysian laksa…it’s more of a sweet spicy soup with a hint of coconut milk/cream. Curiously, I enjoy it and somehow my brain tells me, “Ah! Laksa!”
I do have the ingredients to whip some up (cheat’s way, of course!) – laksa paste, fish cakes, puffed tofu, rice noodles…but tak semangat to cook lah! I just want to eat it.
I should go to bed. It’s going to be a looooong weekend for me. I will regret going to bed this late when the alarm goes off at 6am.
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