Be careful who you choose to give to.
If you make the wrong choice, it inevitably robs yourself of being able to give to those who are REALLY important to you – that is, your family.
I know how it feels when you are robbed of that privilege to give to your family, to make them happy. It is something you will never forget for the rest of your life.
To this day, I kick myself – because I know I had that choice. I wasn’t forced to make that choice, wasn’t coerced, wasn’t bribed. I made a bad call. I think it’s even denial of what it really was.
One day.
It’s been so long since I logged on that I almost forgot what is my password.
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I don’t know why people keep asking me questions that are not really their problem.
I lent my car to friends who needed it. I did it because I know I CAN live without it (I can still walk to get around town. Honestly, it’s not the end of the world – I survived 6 months plus without a car!).
I feel really bad when my decision means being an inconvenience to others (thanks Jo and Judy for those rides back) but please don’t bug me like I’m a 5 year old who got her toy “taken” or something. I agreed because I know they need it more than I do (it’s only temporary anyway), and walking is not a big deal! Get over it!
Stop asking when I’m getting it back! What’s the point of offering it up if I’m going to ask for it back after a day or so?
Stop asking me every time you see me, GET OVER IT.
(I don’t really want to write this down but I just wanted to vent. Back-blogging would be up soon and I think I will have to bake some chocolate cupcakes just to cheer myself up.)
