by FeR on February 16, 2009 in female
Five days down, five more to go.
That digestive bitter thing is down to half a bottle…I almost gave up when I had my first dose – they don’t call it bitter for nothing! Ugh!
But I’m amazed at my compliance!
Seriously!
I thought I would convince myself after three days that that’s enough or something of the sort.
I don’t see or feel any difference, in fact, I feel tired!
How come?
I thought it’s more jing san because my body is getting rid of the toxins that are slugging me (?).
Anyway, to add to my detox (and route to the fit *ahem* bridesmaid’s role), tomorrow I start my pilates foundation!
Off topic:
I am tempted to go catch a movie tomorrow before class but I am afraid I may break my detox by getting popcorn – I am weak willed.
So better to steer clear away from temptation!
Five more days!
Ah!
This old bird went and kacau-ed two young birds at Napier today.
I feel paiseh because it’s Alex’s birthday and I don’t want to be tiang lampu – but both of them seemed okay with me crashing their party so off I go!
Sam was really nice to accommodate me in my time of detox – she was going to prepare steak, mashed potatoes, cauliflower and bacon, but she asked me what can I eat.
“Uhmm…I can’t take red meat. But it’s okay, I will take the potatoes and vege!”
I was up for it (that also because they enticed me with the promise of being able to play with the Wii *hehe*) and I didn’t mind have “vegetarian” – beats having to think of what to cook and cooking itself!
In the end, she went and got chicken! Seriously hostess with the mostest!
Well, despite all that, I still have to bring these along – no off day there!
Digestive bitter (ugh!), milk thistle and acidophilus.
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by FeR on February 14, 2009 in female
Yes, I finally got to start the 10 days’ detox pack that I bought – way back in December.
I had good excuses, okay!
There was the work do, Christmas, New Year, Chinese New Year…so I start now.
I’ve already weaned myself off coffee for the past month and I’ve not touched bread since…I don’t remember.
AGHH!!!
Day 3 and I’m already hoping it will come to an end RIGHT NOW.
I am craving (since yesterday night, so I guess from Day 2 I already beh tahan) for fast food, chips, sweets…basically all the unhealthy stuff.
I.Must.Persevere!
I nearly gave in this afternoon telling myself it’s probably okay to have ONE meal off tangent during this detox period – and I nearly had to slap myself as well.
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by FeR on February 10, 2009 in blabs
Oh, last day of CNY was yesterday – it’s supposedly the Chinese version of “Valentine’s Day”?
Threw out any oranges?
I’d rather eat them.
So now we wait till next year’s CNY (coincidentally it’s on 14th February) and I’m looking forward to it because I’d be home.
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Meanwhile, I’ve been replaying 光良’s 勇气 on my iTunes. His songs never fail to give me that warm fuzzy feeling.
At least when it’s not about breaking up or someone dying (okay, this is more of his MTVs)
終於做了這個決定別人怎麼說我不理
只要你也一樣的肯定
我願意天涯海角都隨你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直溫習說服自己
最怕你忽然說要放棄
愛真的需要勇氣來面對流言蜚語
只要你一個眼神肯定
我的愛就有意義
我們都需要勇氣去相信會在一起
人潮擁擠我能感覺你
放在我手心裡
你的真心
如果我的堅強任性會不小心傷害了你
你能不能溫柔提醒
我雖然心太急更害怕錯過你
Chinese songs are so much more meaningful to me.
More chim.
by FeR on February 8, 2009 in work
看來我的每一個星期四也是作晚工。
很討厭。
不是一個星期早,一個星期晚嗎?
But you know what?
I’m just tired of trying to defend myself because in the end, I would still have to do it. It’s not like they’re going to change it for me.
所以,如果兩年之後我离開這裡 – 不要怪我。
