Firstly, I don’t want you to think I do not appreciate your effort.
I TRULY appreciate it and that is exactly why I’m in this dilemma at the moment – because if I put myself in your shoes, I’d be disgusted with myself, too.

*sigh*

I wish the email came two days earlier, then it would’ve been solved easily.

On the other hand, I won’t want to miss your big day for the world! You’re one of my oldest friend from school and I really want to be there for you.

I know it would seem really ungrateful for me to go, “Uhm…I am not going back for CNY, I don’t need that ticket anymore. I need to change the date (AGAIN!)”
I know that you had to call favours from other people to help me.

Receiving that second confirmation email does not make things easier, either. Makes me feel even worse…thinking about it makes me feel worse.

I tried to source for budget ticket (I’m willing to transit in the few different airports) but the timing is just not right between NZ-Aus-Msia.
:bum:

Would you be angry if I requested a change (I’m 99% sure this would be the last) again?
Would you be angry if I miss your day?