Why do I still dream of being in the same situation and reaction with you?
Why am I still a pushover in my dream?
Why is it when I’m angry in a situation, I still put it aside to accommodate you – in my dream?!!
How come I never dream of you often enough?
Have I forgotten you?
I close my eyes and I can still see you, literally smiling at me. Happy to see me. Every single time.
Suddenly a video of you I posted on YouTube is not there anymore – why?
Why do I not see you anymore? Or at all, since you’ve left us 5 years ago.
Does that mean I do not miss you?
Dreams are funny things, no?
Some say it’s what you think of subconsciously.
Some say it’s an extension of what you WERE thinking of right before you got to bed.
Some say it’s what you’ve forgotten or suppressed.
Some say it’s a flash of the future (but you wake up forgetting it)
Some say it’s a representation of an omen.
Odd.
Very odd.
Because all the things above do not match what I dreamt of.
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I agree. Dreams are a funny thing.
It’s strange but I had one of those dreams last wed. It’s vivid, I could recall almost all of the important parts and it touches on one of the issues that I’ve kinda avoided for a long time.
I always wondered why I should have such a dream. I could only come to the conclusion that my heart refuses to move on, not until I could find the courage to come face to face with it and find closure.
Tsk tsk …
N’Drew: heh! yea…not to mention, dreams wear you out too! waking up feeling not well rested!