Sat 26 Jul 2008
Despite having socks on to keep ‘em warm.

Waking up at 9am on a non-working Saturday, at 5°C and having breakfast before 10am is considered a feat in FeR’s books.
You would think I’d stay in bed longer when it’s cold…but I guess I’ve passed that stage. I won’t wake up very early but I won’t really stay in bed either.
While reading someone’s entry, I was thinking to myself – my blog is supposed to be a place where I jot down my “thoughts, likes, doings” and mundanely enough, it’s all about my “doings”.
I don’t know whether it’s because I’m afraid of writing things here or I have lost the ability to articulate my feelings.
Or have I grown adapted to the fact I have no one close to talk to about my feelings here that I’ve shut them off?
*gasp*
Yes, I know I should and can do whatever I want with this little part of my online presence but I remember when I first started writing, it was more personal and reading my past entries (from way back in University – but it’s not online anymore), I could smile…or laugh…or wonder…or chuckle…or cry…or thinking I was such a silly billy…so many emotions were embedded in each entry.
Unlike now.
Today I woke up, showered, ate, went to work, ate, went to the toilet and slept.
*yawn*
It could be possible that too many things are happening at the moment at/for work that I haven’t got the time to properly line my thoughts/feelings up to be examined at the end of the day.
Then again, life has been pretty much a set routine here at the moment.
July 29th, 2008 at 3:18 am
I guess sometimes we just get stuck in the drudgery in life that we loose the passion to write and tell our story. Some things run too deep and some things are better left unsaid?
I dunno. that’s for me =)
August 3rd, 2008 at 5:32 pm
Anne: ehm…also fear of lawsuit.