After TWO years of driving my car, I finally located the “repeat” button on my player. Duh! *hehe*

After four years and four months I realised I’ve been praying for the wrong thing. Instead of worrying about him leaving me, He made me realise I should be more worried about Him ever leaving me. Now THAT would be the end of the world.

After fourteen years, you’re still there for me. To be the one completely honest with me.

After one month and a week, I still miss him following me around the house. Very much. Very painful.

After twenty-five years, one month and eighteen days, I’m still your little girl. And you’re still the one I think about when I need someone to soothe my pain.

After two months and twenty-two days, you still let me bunk in with you. I’m grateful.

After three years, one month and sixteen days, I’m still working to pay my debts and still clueless on what I REALLY want to do.

After four years and ten months, I’m still blogging using blogger.

After fourty-six hours since United Live, we were still doing the dance. Pfft.
*hehe*

After five months and twenty-two days, I’m still without a watch because I didn’t bring the watch to get a change of battery.

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…very very very very very much.

All taken on 15th October 2006. 4 days before he went missing. In the garden. I planned to send these pictures to show mom, to assure her that he’s happy in the garden.
*sigh*

“Ghah!”

*Moong ngan chu*

Edited 3:40pm
I just realised I posted this on 19th November. Exactly a month (calendar wise) since he went missing. *sigh*

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Whom You set free is free indeed
I’ve got the strength of my God in me
Oh, You restored my dignity
Oh completely You love me

- Darlene Zschech -

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Completely in love with this song at the moment.

I said before I asked for you to save me that bit of dignity by telling me first if your feelings have changed. Then when I listened for the lyrics of this song, I know I don’t need you to “save me that bit of dignity” because God is the one who restored my dignity – I didn’t lose any of it.

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Don’t you think so? Blog has been so blah lately. So much emotional crap. Actually, still got a lot in me but I shall refrain and write it into my own personal journal instead.

Today we pigged out at work again. Comm meeting. Had satay, lemang, rendang, nasi impit and cake! To celebrate birthdays – for October and November. Never knew so many people celebrated their birthdays in October. One “closest” example was Willie – because we joined the company at the same time. And Alvin’s coming on the 16th or something.

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The most exciting activity was last Saturday (November 4th 2006). Our dear HongHui and ChoiFong got registered! Married man!
*hehe*
It was also CF’s birthday! Sneaky fella!

Errr…the temple where they got registered. I just don’t know how to write the name down.
Tin Hau Goon?

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When I’m weak, You are my strength,
When I’m troubled, You are my help,
Jesus You are everything to me.

You mean more than life to me,
You are everything I need,
You are everything to me.

-Altered Frequency-

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